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Chapter 43

The next morning dawned unusually quiet, almost unnaturally so. Aaradhya woke with a heavy weight in her chest, fully aware now that a tiny life was growing inside her.

 Her heart felt like it was sinking into an ocean of fear and uncertainty. 

A single question hovered relentlessly in her mind: was she truly ready? 

Mentally, emotionally, spiritually — was she prepared to nurture this child in an environment where even her own breathing felt constrained, where every moment seemed laden with tension and expectation? 

Could she protect this small life in a house that demanded perfection at every step, where her own freedom and voice were so limited?

And then there was him — Harshavardhan. Not a single word, not a flicker of emotion had passed from him. Did he want this child? 

Was he happy, angry, or indifferent? His face remained unreadable, a wall of emotionless calculation that made her pulse quicken with both fear and anxiety. 

She had no way of knowing whether the life growing inside her was a blessing in his eyes or just a burden he silently endured.

The room was still and eerily calm. 

Only a maid moved quietly across the space, tending to the dust and corners, her hands moving efficiently as though she were invisible. 

Aaradhya, trembling slightly, rose from bed and looked around. The maid, sensing her unease, glanced at her curiously. 

"Ma'am," she said softly, "Sir left early. He said you are to get ready at sharp eleven."

Aaradhya's eyes widened as she checked the time — it was already 8:30. 

Panic surged through her chest. It wasn't the fear of being late for him that spurred her forward; it was the anticipation of her mother-in-law's reaction.

 She rushed to the bathroom, her hands fumbling through the fabric of her saree, trying to get herself ready. 

Every movement was quick, almost frantic — not out of vanity, but out of sheer anxiety. 

She had to avoid any display of irresponsibility or delay that might provoke Shanti Singh Acharya's sharp tongue.

Moments later, dressed in her saree and adorned with her jewelry, Aaradhya descended the stairs. Her heartbeat pounded painfully in her chest. 

She stopped abruptly on the last step when she heard the unmistakable sharpness in her mother-in-law's voice.

 Shanti Singh Acharya was seated in the living room, her posture impeccable, her eyes piercing, and beside her sat a man, his attention clearly focused on the piles of manuals laid before him.

"Bahu," her voice cut through the quiet room like a whip.

Aaradhya froze, her fear rooting her to the spot. Before she could utter a single word of apology, her mother-in-law continued, her tone firm yet not unkind: "I won't repeat myself again. You are no longer a child, but now a carrier of life. Take care of yourself. Go and have breakfast."

The sharp command was paired with a gesture to one of the maids: "Mamta, serve her food and call me if she leaves anything untouched."

 Shanti Singh Acharya then returned her attention to the man before her, her voice switching seamlessly to business-like authority.

A quiet thought crossed Aaradhya's mind, almost imperceptible: her mother-in-law's words, though firm, carried a hidden thread of care. 

It wasn't for Aaradhya herself that she worried — it was for the tiny life growing inside her. She was carrying the heir of the Acharya family, and the household's concern was never for the woman but for the unborn child now. 

Aaradhya lowered her eyes, understanding this unspoken truth, and moved to the table. 

She ate her breakfast in silence, quietly, her mind tangled in apprehension and wonder, determined not to provoke another lecture or sharp command.

Even in the quiet act of eating, her thoughts circled endlessly around the tiny life within her, the weight of her responsibilities, and the chilling awareness of the man she feared most, who remained absent but ever-present in her mind.

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Meanwhile, Harshavardhan Singh Acharya was at one of the company's major sites, personally overseeing the work in progress. 

As the future chairman and current ceo of Acharya Corporation Pvt. Ltd., he believed that excellence was not negotiable; everything under his name had to reflect perfection, precision, and control—qualities he embodied to the core. 

He moved through the site with quiet authority, signing papers, checking reports, analyzing graphs and statistics, and inspecting the construction firsthand. 

Every subordinate carefully mirrored his movements, conscious that even the smallest misstep could provoke his temper.

Seated beneath the shade of a massive tree, Harshavardhan scrolled through documents on his tablet, though his attention was not entirely on the work.

 His mind was elsewhere, probing into a territory he had long avoided: his own emotions. 

Having lived almost his entire life in an emotionless state, he now found it difficult, even unsettling, to decipher the feelings coursing through him. 

He raised a hand, signaling to the team to leave him be. The hum of activity around him faded as he focused inward.

He recognized the dissonance within himself. Harshavardhan had always detested children—their crying, their insatiable demands, their obstinate nature—he considered them chaotic, noisy, and unnecessarily needy. 

And yet, the reality he now faced was entirely different.

 There was a life growing inside Aaradhya, a child carrying his DNA, a part of him that would exist beyond his control.

 It was a thought so foreign, so profoundly intimate, that he froze in the middle of the site.

Without fully processing it, he rose to his feet. 

The rational part of him was alert, but his instincts—curious, protective, and unsettled—had taken over.

 He walked purposefully toward his car, the early afternoon sun casting long shadows behind him. His secretary trailed silently, careful not to speak unless spoken to.

"Make sure everything runs smoothly," he ordered over his shoulder, his voice flat yet commanding. "Keep me updated on every development. Cancel the meeting with the Sinhas today—reschedule it for tomorrow."

He slid into the driver's seat, the engine purring beneath him. As he drove toward the Acharya mansion, his thoughts were a storm of calculation, doubt, and unfamiliar vulnerability.

 For the first time in decades, the cold, unyielding steel of Harshavardhan Singh Acharya's mind was bending under a singular, undeniable reality: he was now irrevocably tied to a life that was part of him, growing silently within the woman he ruled over with a mixture of fear, fascination, and a sense of possession he could barely comprehend.

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Sitting silently in the passenger seat of the sleek black car, Aaradhya's fingers nervously intertwined in her lap as she gazed out of the window. 

The streets blurred past her eyes, yet she hardly registered them.

 She had no idea where he was taking her, and she didn't dare to ask. His presence beside her—calm, controlled, and imposing—kept her from speaking.

 Even her own curiosity felt like a rebellion, and she feared provoking him with the smallest word. 

So she remained quiet, her mind churning with anxious thoughts while her heart pounded in her chest.

When the car finally came to a stop, Aaradhya's breath caught in her throat. She lifted her head slowly, and her eyes widened in both recognition and apprehension. 

Towering above her in pristine glass and steel was the Aureus Hospital. A surge of panic tightened around her chest; hospitals had always unnerved her, a combination of sterile smells, machines, and the subtle hum of controlled urgency making her feel small and vulnerable. 

Yet, she said nothing. She quietly unbuckled her seatbelt and stepped out, letting Harshavardhan lead the way.

Her steps were tentative as she followed him, the click of her sandals barely audible against the marble floor of the hospital lobby. 

Every staff member who passed instinctively bowed or lowered their heads in reverence. Aaradhya, overwhelmed and unsure, mimicked their gesture, her gaze fixed on the ground. 

She couldn't help but steal quick glances at his broad, commanding back. The way the staff responded to him was almost worshipful, yet she had no reason to be surprised—after all, he owned this hospital.

The realization made her heart race faster, and a strange mixture of awe and anxiety settled over her.

They moved through the reception with a quiet authority. No one dared approach them, even as curious glances followed them. 

Every movement Harshavardhan made was precise and measured, commanding the space without a word. 

Aaradhya's mind spun as she tried to reconcile the man sitting beside her in the car, the man she feared yet was inexplicably tied to, with the powerful, untouchable figure who walked through the hospital like he was royalty.

Soon, they reached the outpatient area, and Harshavardhan seated himself on a chair outside one of the OPDs, Aaradhya following silently and perched on the chair beside him. 

Her hands were clasped tightly in her lap, and she kept her gaze lowered, her nerves fraying with every second.

 She noticed how the air around them seemed to change. People in the waiting area stole furtive glances, whispering quietly amongst themselves, but no one dared to approach.

 The aura of authority around Harshavardhan was palpable; it was clear without question who he was.

After a few minutes, it was their turn. Harshavardhan rose effortlessly, his movements fluid, his posture commanding, and walked into the consultation room. 

Aaradhya followed, her steps hesitant, her heart racing in a mixture of fear and anticipation.

 The doctor, Dr. Manjeeta, greeted them warmly, a subtle acknowledgment of Harshavardhan's presence woven into her professional politeness. 

Aaradhya, still timid, observed the room with a mixture of awe and apprehension. Every instrument gleamed under the bright lights, and the layout of the room radiated precision and wealth. 

From the sleek machines to the polished floors, everything screamed affluence and meticulous care—an environment reserved for the elite of Delhi and NCR.

Harshavardhan moved with his usual composed authority, seating himself firmly in front of the doctor, as if he owned not only the room but everything within it. Aaradhya, on the other hand, felt like a small child entering an unfamiliar world. 

When Dr. Manjeeta gestured to the examination bed, she obediently lay down, the thin hospital sheet beneath her feeling cold against her skin. 

Memories from last night—her unconscious state, her panic, and Harshavardhan's imposing presence—flashed in her mind, intensifying her anxiety.

Sensing her nervousness, the doctor attempted to put her at ease, her voice gentle and kind as she adjusted the medical equipment.

 "Hello, I'm Dr. Manjeeta," she said softly, trying to engage her attention. "And what's your name, dear?" Her tone was friendly, but Aaradhya's nerves made her stutter.

"A-aradhya," she murmured, her voice small and hesitant, barely above a whisper.

 She tried to focus on the doctor, on the instruments, on anything besides the man sitting nearby, whose mere presence sent waves of unease through her.

 Her heartbeat thudded loudly in her chest as she felt his eyes on her, observing silently, assessing, making her acutely aware of every movement, every shallow breath.

The doctor continued her preparations, her hands deftly arranging the machines while occasionally glancing at Aaradhya, reading her unease.

 "It's alright, Aaradhya. Just relax. Everything here is routine, and I'll guide you through each step," she said reassuringly, her words gentle against the backdrop of Aaradhya's internal storm.

 "So... how have you been feeling over the past few days?" Dr. Manjeeta asked gently, her voice calm and reassuring.

Aaradhya's mind immediately scattered. She tried to focus, but thoughts of the small life growing inside her kept intruding. 

Her hands fidgeted in her lap as she murmured, "U-umm... t-tired... and low on energy.

Her voice was barely audible, betraying the nervous flutter in her chest.

The doctor nodded, her expression patient, then lowered herself onto a small stool beside the examination bed. She looked at Aaradhya kindly.

 "Alright, I'll need you to take off your pallu for the procedure. Don't worry, it's completely routine."

A wave of anxiety washed over Aaradhya. Her cheeks flushed, and her eyes darted instinctively toward Harshavardhan, searching for any hint of judgment or reaction.

 His presence, so close and so silent, amplified her nervousness.

Noticing her unease, Dr. Manjeeta chuckled softly. "Hey, it's okay. He's your husband, and I'm just a doctor. There's no reason to feel embarrassed."

Aaradhya slowly nodded, her trembling hands taking off her pallu. Her blouse remained in place, but her midriff was exposed, leaving her stomach bare. 

She peeked at Harshavardhan, only to find his gaze locked on her abdomen. 

His eyes, dark and unreadable, sent another jolt of anxiety through her, and she quickly looked away, clutching the sheet beneath her.

Dr. Manjeeta applied a cooling gel to her abdomen, the sensation unfamiliar and slightly unsettling. Aaradhya's breath hitched, her hands gripping the sheet instinctively. 

"D-doctor, I-I—" she stammered, her voice breaking under the weight of her nervousness.

Gently, the doctor took her hand and patted it. "It's okay, Aaradhya. You don't have to be scared. Everything is routine, and I'll guide you through it step by step."

As the procedure began, the small monitor flickered to life. 

The rhythmic movements of the tiny flicker on the screen made Aaradhya's heart skip a beat. Slowly, a small dot became visible, almost imperceptible at first. 

The doctor adjusted the machine, taking multiple images, and then pointed toward the tiny formation on the screen.

"See that?" Dr. Manjeeta asked softly. 

"That's your baby. Right now, it's just a tiny dot—maybe around five weeks along."

For a moment, Aaradhya forgot to breathe. Fear, anticipation, and awe collided inside her, but it was the sheer beauty of that small, fragile life that held her attention. 

She stared at the screen, utterly mesmerized, unable to blink, her heart swelling with a mixture of wonder and disbelief.

Dr. Manjeeta finally turned off the machine, sliding some tissues toward her.

 "Go ahead, clean up."

Meanwhile, Harshavardhan sat perfectly still, his mind an unreadable maze. He stared at the screen but couldn't interpret what he was feeling. Happiness, fear, responsibility—it all tangled together, leaving him blank.

 His expression remained as calm and unreadable as ever, and Aaradhya, noticing his stoicism, felt a pang of doubt again. 

Did he even want this child? Was he happy, angry, or indifferent? She didn't know, and the uncertainty gnawed at her.

After straightening her clothes, Aaradhya quietly rose from the bed. Her movements were slow and deliberate, almost hesitant, as she walked over and sat beside him on the chair. 

She lowered her gaze, hands folded neatly in her lap, trying to collect her scattered thoughts.

 Silence enveloped them, heavy and thick, broken only by the faint hum of the hospital machines and the distant footsteps of nurses in the corridor.

For Aaradhya, those few minutes of quiet beside him felt suffocating and yet strangely intimate.

 The tiny life inside her had transformed something invisible, connecting them in a way she didn't yet understand.

 And even though Harshavardhan's face revealed nothing, she couldn't shake the sensation that, somehow, both their worlds had shifted in that instant.

Doctor Manjeeta carefully prepped Aaradhya's arm, tying a tourniquet around her wrist and preparing the needle for the blood draw. 

The moment she saw it, Aaradhya's eyes immediately filled with tears. Her biggest fear—the needle—was right in front of her. Her body stiffened, and she instinctively pulled her hand back.

"Aaradhya, what happened?" the doctor asked, momentarily taken aback.

Aaradhya wiped the tears streaking down her cheeks with the back of her hand, her voice trembling. "I-it w-will h-hurt... p-please, n-n-no..."

Dr. Manjeeta sighed softly, trying to soothe her. "Sweetheart, it will be fine. I promise, it won't hurt as much as you think. We just need a small sample, that's all."

But Aaradhya shook her head, stubbornly pulling her arm closer to her body. "Please, n-no... it will hurt," she whimpered, her small frame trembling.

From the corner, Harshavardhan's voice cut through the tension, firm and unwavering. "Aaradhya, I will count to ten, and then you know what will happen. Stop being stubborn."

Aaradhya froze, her heart racing at the sound of his voice. Part of her wanted to run, to pull away entirely, but her body betrayed her. 

Her hand slowly extended toward the doctor, almost as if by its own volition, while her eyes squeezed shut, bracing for the inevitable.

"Please, d-d-don't... it w-will h-hurt..." she stammered again, tears spilling freely from her eyes.

Dr. Manjeeta nodded to Harshavardhan, and he silently pressed his hand gently over hers, steadying her. 

"Lose your arm or the needle will break," he murmured in that same low, controlled tone.

 There was no anger—just that unshakable command that made her comply despite the fear coursing through her veins.

The needle went in. A sharp sting shot through her arm, and Aaradhya couldn't hold back a cry.

 Her small, delicate hands instinctively clutched his arm, digging her nails into his skin in pain.

 Harshavardhan remained silent, his face unreadable as he absorbed her unintentional assault, holding her hand firmly and letting her vent her fear on him.

After a few moments, the needle was withdrawn, and the capsule was full of her blood. Aaradhya exhaled shakily, letting out a soft sob as relief and residual fear mingled within her.

Then she looked down and noticed his hand gripping hers, strong and steady. Panic struck her as she realized how badly she had wounded him with her nails.

 Her eyes snapped to his face, expecting anger or pain—but there was nothing, only the calm, impenetrable expression she had grown to fear. Guilt crashed over her, and fresh tears welled in her eyes as she whispered, "I-I'm so s-sorry..."

Harshavardhan didn't speak, didn't scold. 

He merely released her hand, letting her collect herself while his own hand brushed the faint scratches as if they didn't even matter.

Once the procedure was done, the doctor called a nurse and had the blood sample sent to the lab. They were asked to wait in the VIP area while the results were being processed. 

Aaradhya sank into the soft chair, still trembling slightly, her hands cradling each other.

 Harshavardhan took the seat beside her, silent and composed as ever, but she couldn't help stealing glances at him, each one filled with fear, guilt, and a strange, unspoken comfort.

The room was quiet, save for the occasional shuffle of papers from the nurses outside. Aaradhya's mind raced, thinking about the baby, the blood draw, and Harshavardhan's unflinching presence beside her.

 She didn't understand his emotions—if he was angry, relieved, or indifferent—but the mere fact that he had silently endured her panicked resistance filled her with an odd mixture of gratitude and apprehension.

For the first time that morning, she allowed herself to exhale, though her heartbeat remained erratic.

 The weight of the pregnancy, the hospital visit, and the fear of the unknown pressed down on her, yet in that moment, Harshavardhan's presence—silent, commanding, and steady—was oddly grounding.

A nurse approached Harshavardhan and carefully applied some ointment on his hand, still wounded from two nights ago when he had slammed it against the glass table in his study.

 Aaradhya couldn't help but glance at the marks, a sharp pang of guilt hitting her heart—she had seen him in rage, had seen the consequences of his anger, and now even this minor wound seemed to carry weight. 

The nurse moved quietly, her actions precise and efficient, leaving Harshavardhan untouched in demeanor, his face as emotionless as ever.

Soon, the doctor summoned them inside, holding a folder in her hand. Aaradhya's stomach twisted as she noticed the papers sitting beside him quietly, her nervous fingers twisting in her lap. 

She felt as though she were about to receive the results of the most important exam of her life. She sat beside him, her body tense, her eyes flicking toward his composed face, searching for some hint of his thoughts.

 Harshavardhan, as always, remained a statue beside her, his posture rigid, his gaze unreadable, betraying nothing.

Doctor Manjeeta opened the folder, her tone professional but gentle. 

"Well... after reviewing the ultrasound and the recent tests, I must inform you both that the fetus doesn't appear very healthy. It seems quite weak. From what I can interpret, this pregnancy is going to be delicate. There is a strong possibility of a premature delivery, or—" she paused, carefully measuring her words, "—there could be a miscarriage in the future."

The words hit Aaradhya like a physical blow. Her breath caught in her throat, and a cold shiver ran down her spine. She felt her hands clammy, her stomach twisting with fear.

 The thought of losing the tiny life growing inside her was unbearable; every heartbeat of that small, innocent being felt like a lifeline she couldn't ignore. 

And yet, the reality of the responsibility—the weight of carrying a child, of raising it in this environment, under the roof of a man as imposing and unpredictable as Harshavardhan—made her chest tighten with anxiety.

Doctor Manjeeta looked at Aaradhya, noticing the distress washing over her face. 

"Given the current condition, I would strongly advise considering a termination. It's important to prioritize your physical and mental health. If you are not fully prepared—physically, emotionally, and mentally—continuing this pregnancy may put both of you at risk. You can always try again later, when you are ready, when you both are ready, and when the conditions are favorable for a healthy pregnancy."

Aaradhya's breath hitched, tears welling in her eyes. Her mind was a battlefield. 

Part of her, the frightened, overwhelmed part, thought of the relief she would feel if the pregnancy were to end—no more responsibilities, no more obligations, no more expectations crushing down on her every waking hour. 

A baby, she realized, was not a temporary task; it was a lifelong responsibility.

 One she knew she was not ready to shoulder, especially under the constant weight of the Acharya household and Harshavardhan's ever-watchful, unyielding presence.

And yet... and yet, another part of her, a quieter, gentler part, recoiled at the thought of ending the life growing inside her. 

This was her own child, a small fragment of herself—and of him, inexplicably—yet entirely innocent, entirely dependent, entirely vulnerable. 

The thought of harming it, even in the name of practicality or self-preservation, made her chest tighten and her throat burn with unspoken guilt.

Her gaze instinctively drifted to Harshavardhan, seeking his reaction. 

His face was as still and impassive as ever, but Aaradhya's intuition whispered that beneath that stone mask, his mind was calculating, observing, weighing every word the doctor had said.

 His eyes, sharp and unreadable, rested on her with an intensity that made her skin prickle. 

She couldn't decipher his thoughts—did he want the baby? Was he indifferent? Or was he silently judging her?

The silence stretched between them, thick with tension, with unspoken fear and conflicting emotions. 

Aaradhya's small hands trembled in her lap as she tried to steady her breathing, tried to reconcile the terror of her situation with the strange, helpless love she already felt for the tiny life within her. 

Her mind screamed both for freedom and for protection; her heart broke under the weight of the responsibility she wasn't ready to bear, yet refused to abandon.

The room seemed to shrink around her, the doctor's words echoing relentlessly in her mind: "delicate... premature... miscarriage... not ready..." 

Each term felt like a hammer striking against her chest. And as she sat there, next to Harshavardhan, Aaradhya realized with a crushing certainty that nothing in her life had prepared her for this—the baby, the household, the man beside her, or the impossible expectations pressing down from every direction.

Her breaths came in shallow gasps, her fingers curling into the fabric of her saree as she tried to ground herself. 

Somewhere deep inside, a spark of determination flickered—an instinctive, fragile resolve to protect the life within her, even if the path ahead was uncertain, terrifying, and overwhelmingly lonely.

Aaradhya's breath hitched as she heard his voice, low, commanding, cutting through the room like a blade. "What if I don't want to remove it?"

The words froze her blood. 

She realized, with a sinking, helpless clarity, that whatever she thought, whatever she wished or feared, in the end, the decision would rest entirely with him. 

This steel-hearted man—Harshavardhan Singh Acharya—was the final authority. His word, his will, would dictate the fate of the tiny life growing inside her, whether she wanted it or not.

Her hands trembled in her lap. 

She tried to meet his gaze, but the coldness in his eyes, the unyielding steel of his stare, made her look away immediately. 

She felt herself shrinking under the weight of his presence, preparing mentally to obey, to accept whatever harsh decree was coming. Her mind raced, desperately trying to imagine arguments, protests, or pleas—but deep down, she knew it was useless.

 In this household, in this marriage, his decisions were law, and hers were barely a whisper against the thunder of his authority.

The doctor, sensing the tension thickening in the room, stepped forward cautiously.

 "Then she will have to take extra care of herself," she said gently, addressing him more than Aaradhya.

 "No stress, no overwork. She must rest, eat properly, follow the diet, and keep a strict routine. Every precaution is crucial—no carelessness. The pregnancy will be delicate, and every small action counts."

Aaradhya felt her chest tighten further. Each word was a reminder that her life had been reduced to routines, diets, and monitoring the fragile existence within her. 

But she also felt a strange, fragile hope flicker inside her—the recognition that she had at least a small role in protecting this tiny life. 

Yet, the final responsibility, the final say, would always be his.

The doctor turned to Harshavardhan, her professional tone steady but expectant. "So... what's your decision, sir?" she asked, waiting for the verdict, knowing instinctively that in this house, her words were secondary.

He didn't hesitate. One word left his lips, cold, sharp, commanding: "Leave."

The doctor immediately nodded, understanding the finality of his tone, and quietly left the room, leaving the two of them alone.

Harshavardhan rotated his chair slowly, the faint scrape of leather against the floor echoing in the quiet room. 

His eyes, dark and unreadable, fixed on her. Every inch of his posture, every line of his face, radiated control, dominance, and unflinching authority.

Aaradhya sat frozen, her body taut with fear and anticipation, her hands clasped tightly in her lap. 

She couldn't bring herself to speak; she couldn't breathe fully. Her mind raced, preparing for the inevitable—whatever rough, sharp command was about to fall from his mouth. 

She knew she had to listen, to obey, and to swallow every ounce of her fear and resistance.

The silence stretched, thick and suffocating. She felt as if the air itself had weight, pressing her down, forcing her to submit. Every heartbeat thundered in her chest. 

Her stomach fluttered, a mix of fear, anticipation, and the lingering shock of the doctor's words.

Finally, he spoke—not with anger this time, but with that same ice-cold clarity that had always made her tremble:"___________________?"

His words froze her for a moment, but then the full weight of their meaning—and the authority behind them—sank in.


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